June 15, 2005

And The Story Continues…

After 2 days staying at home reading a lotsa film semiotics e-books and pdf’s online journal, this day I’m strike back again to campus. As usual, it seems today is like the other ordinary day, but not for a few hours after.

Actually I made a promise with
Jeehan, umm… aint ordinary day enough eh? Cause Jeehan is kind of special to me also ehehehe, I mean, she’s appear as a local celebrity and one of the most popular girl in campus. I met her for having a slight talk about her ‘skripsi’ topics, cause she’s a bit confuse about the kind of topic and methods that she will take for this final research.

A minutes before I met happy, i sees
Poppy also, nah.. this one is the real celebrity, not a local one, and she’s damnly beautiful ehehe. FYI, Poppy is presenting a infotainment show on SCTV, called Kasak-Kusuk Investigasi, quite kickin achievement ey? :D. Oh… so it’s not an ordinary day then ehehe, it’s an extraordinary one :p.

Kay, quit blabbering! The point is not that cutey Jeehan, not beautifulistically Poppy, and not even you Hap :D. The answer for this major point that makes this day feels so special to me is… TYAS!!! Bwehehe. Yap, that L 2724 YC thingy, oh sheesh… I’m so into her :p.

So I met her again today, wearing dark outfit and grey jeans, she looks femininely cute with the dress like it. :p. She walks inside FIA when
Happy, Lola and Me talks at the lobby. She doesn’t recognize me at first until she sit on FIA’s wooden chair. I threw smile at her and she smiles back at me lightly, errr…. She’s cute!.

And then, the three of us talks again till 1,5 - 2 hour, set dah, berasa jadi praktisi PR gwe bediri lama gitu, ato lebih tepatnya front office kali yee :D. Gwe sempet juga ask silently from a distance (soalnya jaraknya mayan jauh bo, gwe bediri about 5 metres dari tempat dia duduk) “Lagi nunggu siapa?” and she said “Nunggu kuliah”. Few hours after, she stands up and about to leave, I asked her “Mo kemana?” and then she tells me that she’ll leave for a lunch first.

Few minutes after,
Happy and Lola went home, but thankfully I met Ogi. He looking for Mrs. Yuli to report his semiotic research abstraction. While he talks with Mrs. Yuli, I have a conversation also with one of my lecture, Mr. Kusnarto. He asking me to make a book about film semiotics, cause he thinks I am the first student that aint scare to break the semiotic rules in Communications, by applying cinesemiotics research for my ‘skripsi’. Aih.. aih.. tersanjung banget gwe, padahal gwe juga ga ngerti apa-apa benernya, cuman menang e-books ama online journal doank :p:p:p.

Nah, abis itu gwe duduk di lantai depan ruangannya Mrs. Yuli ama Ogi, when suddenly si Tyas lewat aja di situ. Belehhhh, kaget ngga kepalang gwe, it seems dia juga having bimbingan buat cari judul skripsi juga. Barengan itu, Ogi senyum-senyum sambil pamit mo balik. When unpredictablely Tyas comes to me dan nanya lagi ngapain. Eit te te, gelagepan donk gwe, gwe jawab aja lagi nunggu Bu Yuli, tapi sambil bediri dan ngikutin dia jalan ahiahueheue, ngga nyambung kan.

Ya gwe balik nanya aja “nah, kamu dah dapet judul?”, eh dia jawab gelagepan juga “iya udah… eh eh, belom”. Bwehehehe I think we’re even now :D. Trus gwe nanya lagi “mau kemana lagi sekarang?”, katanya “udah mo balik neh”. Nyampe lobby mas
Dhany manggil trus putus deh chat gwe ama dia, soalnya dia dah jalan ke depan. But thank God, tiba-tiba ujan turun, hehe di ga bisa kemana-mana donk, dan akhirnya balik ke dalem FIA, dan nyapa lagi. Mau ngumpulin tugas dulo katanya. Nah!, tadi katanya mo balik? :p.

Yap! That makes my day feels extrordinary special, I casually knew her finally, and could casually talks to her also. Heart attack yang dulu udah mulai reda sekarang, much more better also kalo compared ama minggu kemaren. It really lightly ordinary, casual, and relaxing. Hidup gwe lebih stabil sekarang, ngga perlu bawa alat pemicu jantung lagi bweehehe.

God, you’re so beautiful it hurts.

June 10, 2005

The Clothes You Wear

Appearantly gwe akhir-akhir ini jadi quizzes bitch huehehe. This one is clothes quiz, you can also take it here http://quizbox.com/personality/test102.aspx

What others see from your style
You are artistic, confident and don't like to be controlled. You enjoy traveling, and dressing smartly helps you move around more efficiently.

What your nightclothes reveal
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

What others see from your ties
You are outgoing, energetic and trendy.

What others see from your belts

You are a lonely and demanding person. You are hardworking as well as intelligent, and can be passionate when in love.

What others see from your shoes
You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.

What others see from your earrings
You are probably an independent and strong-willed person. Fairness is important to you, and you always stand up for what you believe in. You are friendly and get along well with people.
The last analysisYou are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.

I think i just gettin know myself better :p.



June 09, 2005

Personality Test


Iseng ikut personality test di quizbox.com

Personality Test: Colors and Names
Here is the analysis:

The one who will never forget you is rinta. (Color: yellow)
The one who you can consider as your real friend is ogi. (Color: orange)
The one you really love is tyas. (Color: red)
This may be your soulmate: septi. (Color: white)
The one you will remember for the rest of your life is nia. (Color: green)

Bwahahaha! kaget gwe liat hasilnya :p


June 07, 2005

BREAKING NEWS!!!: L 2724 YC

“After the long and winding road gathering courage and waiting for the perfect moment to come, this day is just like the greatest day ever in my life, because... finally!!! I found the gut and chance to introduce myself to her!. Yes, exactly!!! Now we are officially knew each other”.

How did it happen?, here’s the chronology:

This day it just like the other ordinary day, it was around 11am when i walk down the FIA stairs with
Rudy. He said that he want to back home early because he got that ‘bete’ thingy. He also tells me that few minutes ago he met Ayu, a girl that he crush into. But as like me, he still got no gut to introduce himself to her. Well i don’t know in details where that ‘bete’ thingy comes from, but i believe Ayu is the major reason why those mood appears, and responsible also to heal it’s hearty wound huehehehe.

And then we’re walkin to the parking place together. Unusually, this day
Rudy put his car near the FIA stage, across the student used to hangout under the trees (in Indonesia, it stand for tongkrongan bawah pohon tempat nunggu kuliah :D). Then he said goodbye and moved to his Benz.

As i’m stepping alone to go to the campus library, i met Amel and Ari when they just park their car and went to college to have a lecture.

Ari : Woi!
Amel : *smile*
Me : Woi juga, pada mau kemana? Kuliah?
Ari : Ho-oh, kamu ngapain mas?
Me : Puskom, mo online bentar cari bokep huehehehe


Then suddenly....

Vroooom!... cit!, a silver xenia park right in front of me. We all looked at the car, as i stare the registration number... “Oh God! It’s L 2724 YC”. I held my breath and yell to
Amel.

Me : Mel, it’s her!!!
Amel : Ooo ini...
Ari : Ini, yang ini nih! *sambil nunjuk-nunjuk mobil*
Me : Ri!!! Put your fingers down! *panik*
Ari : Heart attack neh?
Me : I wanna die...
Me : Ri, what i’m supposed to do?
Ari : Udah kenalan sana, tar aku liat dari sini.
Me : No no no, y’all should go first
Ari Amel: Okay, we’ll go
Me : No no no... don’t go
Ari : Gimana sih mas! *sewot mode ON*
Me : Wait a second kay. Mel, bagi no hp donk, biar kalo elo BL gwe bisa telp ehehehe. Eh, pada kuliah jam berapa sih kalian *pura-pura mengulur waktu*


The xenia’s engine still turned on, and she still inside while looking at me irresistiblely :p.

Ari : Setengah 12, nih mau masuk. Dah ah, kita pergi dulu aja kali ye, good luck mas!
Me : Yeah, i wish i am, wish me wish me! *sigh*


So i’m standing there alone right in front of her car pretending to call someone and hoping that she’ll left the car soon. 1 min... 2 min... she still let the engine running... 3 min... darn! She’s still there, what took her so long? ... 4 min... ooohh this is not right, what amma supposed to do now, i’m standing here idiotly so long already... . Then... plip! plip! alarm button pressed and she walk outside her car. She wore a white shirt and gray jeans with her long beautiful black hair. I stunned... held a deep deep breath, filling my courage and spountaneously run into her!.

Me : Mbak!
Her : *turning her head, and walk again*
Me : Mbak, tunggu... boleh kenal ngga?
Her : Uh? *whispering*


I walk approaching her, offer my hand while introduce my name

Me : Boleh kenal???... aku Fatih *
Her : Tyas *with confused look*. Namanya kayak cewek.
Me : *glodak!* ehehehe. Eh, benernya dah lama tau kamu lo, cuman baru sekarang aja ada sempet buat kenal *basa-basi mode ACTIVATED* :p


Then we chat while walking back together into FIA, it was truly amazing feeling, walk together with her that close like never before, sense her fragrant perfume, and have a chance to stare those lovely eyes. It was unbelievable, really.

Her : Oya.
Me : Iya, kamu jurusan Negara kan? Angkatan 2001 bukan
Her : Iya.
Me : Dulu kalo ngga salah Smutrim ya?
Her : Hu-uh, aku temennya Dita *while staring me with her supersexy meaning sense look :p*
Me : *gleg* eheheh... aku kenal Dita juga, dia temenku juga lagih
(Dita is my friend also, adek tingkat kampus. A week before, i saw her hitchiking Tyas’s car. Then i ask Dita whether she know Tyas?, she said Tyas is her highschool mate. Dita asking me why ask, and i said innocently... “Naksir”. And i suspect she tell her about it wuehehehe).

Me : So, rencana mau kemana hari ini?
Her : Nih mau nemuin Pak Agus buat bimbingan, sama nanti ada kuliah juga.
Me : Whew, dah mulai skripsi neh?
Her : Belom, lagi cari bahan-bahan aja, moga aja cepet dapetnya. Kamu dah mulai skripsi?. Kuliahnya dah kelar?
Me : Udah, nih lagi jalan bab 2,3. Kuliah dah lama kelar.
Her : Emmm... bagus deh kalo gitu, biar cepetan selese.
Me : Yeah.
Her : Okay, aku mau ke Pak Agus dulu ya buat bimbingan.
Me : Kay, sampe ketemu lagi Yas.


It was like the most astonishing moment in my life, when she finally notice that i was there left a little story pieces in her life. I was happy, i don’t know how to express this feeling with the spoken word, maybe it just too beautiful to express it that way, maybe it has it’s own way, maybe it’s better left unsaid either. I really proud of myself when i broke this superhuge boundaries at last, i guess i found something in me that never exist before. I’m happy, happy, happy.


Thank you... you are completing me.